As i was watching a few videos recently. I was reminded again that just because im being save by God doesnt really define me as being a “Christian”. As i was watching all this video, many question pop into my head. like, am i willing to give up everything for God? Am i living in God’s footstep? Am i pleasing men or pleasing God? Whats the reason i wake up every morning? But among all this, its the willingness part. Am i really willing to give up my family, my friends, the things i like just to do God work, just to serve God? Just to do things thats pleasing to God? Willingness, thats a question that most could not answer. When you said you can, your just lying because theres that tiny part of you that wouldnt let go. And i was just reminded of an oil lamp, whats the uses of an oil lamp if theres no oil in it? no uses. And so whats the uses of man without God in it? a question to ponder about it. God willingly send his one and only son to die for us. When you talking about family, you wouldnt ever want to abandon your child let alone to die for people who might not even know him. And this just amazes me. God knew that we might not accept him but Jesus stilll died for us, that love thats just so amazing. I just want to live my life fully, upright and righteous in Christ. (: Im not going to let all the other things hinder me from coming to God! so yeah, shall fast and let God take control! (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b0jbBlcWzyk
just a short video thats so impactful
Axis opening today! Well, it was a really refreshing, assuring and a reminder to me! some may not know of my family background but one thing for sure, im not like the other kids! i came from a broken family because my parents divorce when i was in pri 1! When i was young, my mom always bring me to weird weird places to visit her friends and once she brought me to a church to wait for her friend, i didnt went in but it was an amazing sight to me, ever since then, i was quite curious about church and christianity! but as my mom left me when i was P1, things start to get different, i was really affected by their divorce! You will never know that feeling of losing a mother at the age of 7! but still i was glad that i was still young, still able to express my feelings to people! but as time passes, i felt ashamed of my family background! Whenever mothers day are approaching, i will feel very insecure. My friends will go like, eh im getting this and that for my mom and in primary school, teachers even make us do a card for our mom and they will watch us while we do! so it really affect me because i dont have a mom to write a card to and even if i do write, i dont know how to hand it to her! so i didnt do the card and my friends will go, “why arent you writing?” and my very reply was: oh my mum went oversea, she could not receive it anyway” and the same reply goes on every single year in primary school because im really insecure. People always say, children from broken family are more likely to be a brat and well definitely, i kind of grew up to be like that! stealing, despicable things of throwing people homework/books away, quarrels and no peace with my sibling! well i admit, i did all those and im truly sorry to whoever that was kind of got involve by me through this but you know, as i unknowingly came to know Christ, i was reminded of the time where i first came in contact with a bible and the church! and the worship was playing “second chance” the only christian song i know of that time and it was so powerful, that i just cried without knowing why. Maybe God’s presence was reigning so evidently in me, from there i wanted to know God, i wanted to live for God, i wanted to serve God! and im really glad, its by God’s grace, that i am who i am now! Im really happy that im not wasting my life away but brought anew by his amazing Grace. my insecurities are in his hand, he knew it all, every single little details and i can feel secure in him! its really through him that i could felt that loving love that i can never experienced before! Hearing stories of friends talking about their mum, i was really envious of them but now, God took over every envy i had because his love for me is never failing! (:
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